Hey, what do you say?

Hey, what do you say?
How do I begin a sentence when my throat feels like I swallowed my voice
What words should I use?
Right now do I have a choice?
Hey, what do you say?
I know loves flows
But exactly where does it go?
Far or near?
Does anyone really know?
Hey, what do you say?
I can't seem to find the words to express
What I feel is deep pain for her in the pit of my chest
Her face decorated with new confusion
Trying to paint the day as pure illuison
Hey, what do you say?
I love her like a Lil Sis
I can't seem to help when her ♥ aches like this
Feeling useless and unfulfilled
Wondering how she's ever gonna heal
Hey, what do you say?
When life wind circles around you
And gravity can't quite ground you 
And hurt surrounds you
Hey, what do you say?
The feeling of half of self being removed
Finding no comfort in her favorite desert foods
Moaning a empty you
Smiling but deep inside feeling blue
Hey, what do you say?
Tragedy blinking before her eyes
Not knowing him but knowing her Dad was the chosen guy
God has his reasons
Time Springs up, approaching a new Season
Hey, what do you say?
In search of a way to be @ peace
Laughs and smiling faces
The kindest of words to fill some painful spaces
Hey, what do you say?
Will this pass for her
Will she become A new
Will God give her the answers of why this news even came thru
Hey, what do you say?
She let me hear a voicemail message
In it, his last form of blessings
Thinking I have bad days 
God take my minuscule complaints away
Hey, what do you say?
My body language will speak volumes today
Hugs of grace 
Kisses of joy
The smile you get when you witness the birth of a new baby girl or boy
Hey, what do you say?
My lips will stay stealed and I'll give my all to words for your eyes
I pray this helps and heals
As my prayer for you and your family throughout this Godly surprise
God you tell me, what do I say?

Nia...