Rain's Mist

Rain's Mist

My ♥ stopped beating lastnight
Empty boxed
Hollow chest
Nothing but pain echoing inside
Even the past will bite with his big mouth
Knowing me, well the old me
No excuse for actions
What do I deserve
The best, the utmost, the highest quality respect, I suppose
God I try to wear the blinders you gave me
I don't want to see all
Why must I witness everything sooner than later
Sure its best for me but I nolonger can play
Every beginning ending in days
Can I wrap a month, a year, a century around a holding pin
Tie him down to my side so I can just smile myself to sleep
I want my arms to stretch around his back one last time
Only because I drown myself with the memory of he
I scream out as I cry, memory just run away from me
This single check I place in every box on every 1040 I file
Is running dry
Why isn't he standing behind me
Whispering in my ear
Serenading my soul
I looked over self
As they say, I'm bad
Well where is my balance Mr. Good
As I caress my lost but new found berry
I stare @ the words mirror imagery(sent by he)
And I ask self who am I staring back @
Yung Marilyn or another self
God send me a holy kiss
My lips are tired of puckering up and just getting all Rain's Mist

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