Comeback

Comeback

Laying in bed rainy eyed like the waters that drip from the noisy skies
Swaroski light bulb dangling from my collarbone as constant ideas pop inside
My medulla oblongata resting itself for a 6am morning's rise
Lonely I feel
This couldn't possibly come as a surprise
Vulnerbility kicking @ my door
Just praying and wanting nomore
Leap me pass this and land me in a new field of dreams
He nolonger wants to feel my lustful hugs and hear my sexual screams
Or was it me, I didn't pay the bill
And the relationship was clipped
Is it safe to say what we had, was powered by Sprint?

Nia...

Save you

Save you

I want you to crash
Deadly accident no
But just so I can seize the chance to save you
I want you to soak up all the l♥ve I continue to redeliver
I argue and fight with my feelings, emotions, ego even my character daily
Nothing but a constant losing battle
Feeling like the IV is not enough to flush my soul
You consistently dehydrate me
Even with your absence
A invisible weight holds down the Queen's right side
My pillow newly washed, still with the dent of your big head
You belong there
Just for the purpose of my nightly pupil stares
My inner me feeling as empty as a New Years Eve bottle of Don
Why won't you just let me save you
I am your this and that
Impossibilities of a any male species desiring that much
God and I gathered all your needs
And if being frightened of my form of true l♥ve is your scapegoat
I scare you no more
Crash...
Crash...
Just crash already
I believe, I was born to save you

Nia...